thanks for supporting me so much thanks for your attention thanks for your smile thanks for your kindness thanks for your cheers thanks for the chocolate thanks for all things you did for me! but… for now… I just wanna be alone for now… do not disturb my heart for now… my heart’s still bleeding [...]
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Sometimes I convinced myself that youre dead! sometimes I convinced myself that youre not here! I wish I can hate you more than myself… and forget you… I wish I become someone better when I open my eyes tomorrow… and become someone stronger… I wish I can hate you… and throw you far from my [...]
have you ever love me before? how about your promise to bring me to the seashore? is it right that you have the feeling no more? after a while, I can’t find your shadow anymore . where are you now? whatever, I miss you somehow! although there’s no more tears to show by the sunset [...]
by the time I’ve done the madness what I’ve got…?? deep sadness! I hate my self and more hate i feel soo… useless by the time I do the mad thing such an idiotic forbidden thing I feel betrayed my feeling then think “where will my soul to bring?”
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will blind you!
Posted: November 16, 2008 in ~x:Poems of my life:x~Tags: 147629, 164935, 32569, 3785, 38377, 5157, 73558
when love blinds your eyes, be careful…. coz’ might it will blind your heart. . when love blinds your heart, be careful… coz’ might it will blind your mind. . when love blinds your mind, be careful… coz’ might it will blind your soul. . when love blinds everything, be careful… coz’ might it will [...]
sadness of the skye
Posted: November 16, 2008 in ~x:Poems of my life:x~Tags: 11200, 15139, 20347, 2652, 514, 5652
grey pale the sky’s crying give me all those tears the darkness call the memories bring me back all fears through the sky I stare at a star but just give me pale smile come the sadness stay with me but there’s no one can see there’s no one can see
another side of life to lift I’m nothin’ another part of me… I’m dying another deep inside of me… there’s eyes… crying weeping earth…calling saying…. “what’s happening” what’s happening? this living things make all become… annoying all become confusing annoying while the earth’s crying there’s no man asking where are them? who making such a [...]
Hate to be myself — I feel my heart’s deaf Won’t be someone who love somebody I love Be unkind to my self coz a kind of feeling that I cant left Act like someone else in front, smile behind I wont I hate to be like this – having my existence unfinished Staring the [...]
oh, rain… what a shameful am I cant take what you have taught to me for crying without tears without any fears without angry feels… oh, rain…. what a shameful am I …. by: peni
once upon a time… rain inspired me how to cry without tears of thunders without fears without the angry feels but how can it be so real? i hope… i just can leave or disappear! or … is this all only drills? oh… once upon a time… the rain inspires me how to cry without [...]
Let it slide overhead When I believe in you my soul can rest But as love that’s really love can never fail But fail it does When we shine like the sun You seem the only one my only friend You’re so pretty in white pretty when you’re faithful So pretty in white pretty when [...]
Death be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not soe, For, those, whom thou think’st, thou dost overthrow, Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill mee. From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee, Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow, And soonest [...]
When I am dead, my dearest, Sing no sad songs for me; Plant thou no roses at my head, Nor shady cypress tree: Be the green grass above me With showers and dewdrops wet; And if thou wilt, remember, And if thou wilt, forget. I shall not see the shadows, I shall not feel the [...]
Do you remember The things we used to say? I feel so nervous When I think of yesterday How could I let things Get to me so bad? How did I let things get to me? like dying in the sun like dying in the sun like dying in the sun like dying x2 Will [...]
